F-O-U-R

It has been a while...
A long journey,
Lots of ups and downs,
Right and wrong,
Black and white,
Tears and laughter,
But never the less,
You are still the one I love :)

Looking forward for more of these happy moments together. . .
Happy 4th Anniversary . . .

60%done..40% more to go

I have manage to collect 60% of the school fees that i need..yet..still 40% more to go..and this is just the 1st semester's school fees..In case u all wondering what course i will be studying..i can officially say..its my dream..my childhood dream course that i wanted to take since primary school....Its...Its..LAW..

Yes..you have read it right..its LAW..which means i can..and i will become a LAWYER..muahaha..proud of me yeh???i know i know..i always talk a lot ma..well..maybe this is a good start to becoming a good lawyer...hehe

My friends always call me "talk cock king" woo..this is because i never stop crapping about life..haha..and this makes me feel more of the "potiential" hidden in me which qualifies me to become a lawyer..haha..never would i thought that this dream could come true..I Seriously wanna thank those who have helped me with the HUGE school fees..

Yes..u know who u are..u guys/girls are the proud friend that me Jackie Teng are proud to have..and i am willing to exchange my life for anyone of u when ever u guys/girls need it..i promise u all that..

Life will not be the same from next weeks onwards..just another more 40% and i am off to go to become a student again..

PS:my best friend is back from his intership training..and he seems like a Thailand friend to me more than Malaysian = =""..

A chance....

Looking at all the graduation pictures that my friend uploads in Facebooks kinda make me sad..this is because everytime when i hear the word graduation..i know i will wun have a chance to be like them..really envy looking at all of them wearing the"square hat"kinda proud of them..but at the same time..those feeling of me cant be there to graduate with them is a bit too much to be mixed with..Jz is gonna graduate in Oct....which i am gonna attend no matter wat..cause he is my best friend..and that will be the best motivation for me to try harder.

Neverless my prayers has been answered.God has given me another chance to study..but yet..it comes with a lot of big challenges and a great price to pay..

In less than 10 days..i will have the chance to study the course that all along i have always wanted to study..in my way..and also a time of my choice...but all these studies comes in a great price and also heavy sacrifices..i cant go out lepak anymore..spending everymonth will be cut down at least 50%...

But those are just the minor things that i am worried about..my main concern..will be the school fees which would be a BOMB to me...sitting here thinking how to pay the bloody damn school fees makes me so stress..i dun feel like working now..whole mind is thinking about the upcoming school fees...

Life sucks when you are force to do something you dun like..= =""